Charlie tested positive for COVID! Yes, my worst fear came true! We all needed to get tested because there was an exposure at daycare. I thought we dodged it because none of us felt sick. I spent Saturday, January 15 scouring the internet for a test because in order for Charlie to go back to daycare, he needed a negative test. I posted a facebook rant about how hard it was to get an appointment.through one of the city’s testing sites. I got emails from well meaning friends offering me rapid tests and one friend told me about a private testing site at the airport. We went the next day, tested and went home to quarantine expecting a negative test for all. Eight hours later the results came in; Matt, Hudson and I tested negative. Charlie’s was the last test that came in and it was positive.
That was the last blow to an already crappy beginning of the year; My dad spent most of December and early January in the ICU in the Dominican Republic and I found out on social media that my maternal grandmother passed away. It would be nice if the grief junkies gave the family time to relay the news to other family members.
Because I tested negative and had no symptoms, I was to go back to work the next day. Matt stepped in and did Zoom school with Hudson and kept Charlie entertained for the 10 days of quarantine. I contacted the kids’ pediatrician, she gave me detailed instructions of what to watch out for. Remeber, Charlie is my premie, born at 28 weeks with chronic lung disease.
I am so grateful that he was asymptomatic. I know there’s a lesson in that silver lining. I have spent the majority of this pandemic preocupied and anxious at the possibility of one of us getting COVID. I have not been able to sleep well since my dad was admitted to the hospital. He is now in his house and getting better but my anxiety and insomnia have skyrocketed. My kids are back in school, we are all healthy and yet, insomnia visits me nightly.